Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm going I'm I've I'm So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm going I'm I've So go on and Scream at I I've got to goooing undeee I'm going I'm I've I'm |